Christmas dark and light

During the last pandemic-Christmas I went out with my camera. I felt a bit down, very alone as my husband, being a key worker at the hospital, had to work all Christmas long. I had found an old, long expired 3200ASA film roll in my fridge and my Rolleiflex was happy to assist me in my little adventure. It was freezing out there in the middle of the night. It seemed everyone had just found a way to celebrate this very limited Christmas, they still had all the Christmas lights on but nobody went out into the dark like me, all happened inside in the light for them. Very mixed Christmas feelings indeed.